For now, at least, I have perished.
Fear sustained by flames of hidden
demons once disguised as a bridge
to sanity. Pleading in this chasm of
black for those I cannot see to do
no harm in the thirteenth hour.
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#10
I can’t help but feel chemically dim,
my psychosis was my home.
These shards of moonlight, I feel,
don’t shine as bright as they once did.
Coexistence in a dual reality, myself
and I. When it rains it pours, but now
it’s hailing.
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#9
Aspiring youth lost in naivety;
shifting revolution of indignity.
Here I sit slipping into lost causes,
a desperate attempt at finding
myself in a sea of blank faces.
This #blood seeps into these walls
where I drew the map of my life.
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#8
Wandering this path littered with
so many possibilities. The trail to
unknown worlds full of little stories,
or so they say… The biggest
adventures #consumed by the tiniest
moments. Invariably unclear,
like sun bleached memories.
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#7
Floating – perplexed, in this
semi-conscious reality; timeless
calamity. There is beauty on the
ocean floor; buried secrets of
shipwrecked shores. To trust is
self deception, irrefutably, to love
is the only exception.
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#6
I slipped into a bath full of solemn insecurities.
An esoteric person with a mind of impurities.
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#5
Remember that time in the glowing dark,
your subtle undercurrents captured my heart?
Delicately treading water, carefully past the rocks.
Pausing in warm shadows; adrift in the chaos.
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#4
He glimpsed light throughout
her river of ruin. A master in
the art of drowning, a slow
descent into a beautiful
madness; her beautiful
madness. A distortion as
pronounced as the aggressive
calm in her eyes.
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#3
Inside, I’m nothing but a child peering through frosted glass….
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#2
I’ve been so tired, chasing
these drifting and jagged
feathers made of thoughts;
tangled with clouds of
blackened anxiety. I’m
attempting to validate
these feelings, these
emotions that I still don’t
understand.
Twitter: @itsamberjayde
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